What a super bad night I have tonight. I tell you why. I have a crush and he was my classmate in review school. Four of us in the review school became close for the last 2 weeks of our exam because everyday we met and we’re having something like a forum or a brainstorming. For instance, I will ask him or her a question as if I am the examiner and then he/she will answer that question and vise versa. I felt nervous during those time because my english is not good and I can’t explain continuously. But as time goes by, we’re all getting comfortable with each other, we became confident enough and my shyness is bit reduced.
We were five in the review school who took the exam and all of us took the listening, reading and writing at the same time during that day in the morning. After that all of us, (we’re 42 who took IELTS ) has a schedule of when to have a speaking test. My classmates’ name were Kim(girl), Jay-r, Joseph, Ian and then me. Kim’s speaking was scheduled on the next morning, which is Sunday because our exam took place on Saturday. So I am the only girl among 4 of us. Joseph(this is my crush 
) waited us even though he was 2 hours done with his speaking, I wonder why, but I’m glad he was there of course, lol. When I reached the room, he told me that he was wondering where are we (JAy-r, Ian and me). I was the last candidate to have a speaking test, and when my name was called he told me “good luck” of course that hit my nerve, LMFAO! Excited as I am, I misconstrue the first question, and so I answered it wrongly. So sure as hell my score would be low. That keeps me awake every night actually, worrying what would be my score is.
After the aspeaking test, I went down stairs because we had the exam in a hotel room and it ends 9pm. I thought I was alone and the last one, when I’m almost in the exit of the hotel, someone’s called my name. I look back over my shoulder and there they are waiting for me:D Jay-r and Joseph. They asked me to come with them for dinner for the last time that we are together ’cause after the exam we probably can’t each other again. So I said okay to them, we drove to Mc donald:D we stayed there for almost 2 hours, three of us and just chit chatting about anything funny about our lives. At 11pm we decided to go home, before we separated they asked my mobile number:D yay! like thank God he has a number of mine so it means that we can see it each other again or at least have a communicaton since our review was over.
When I came home, I didn’t feel neither tired nor sad because of the exam and answer the first speaking question incorrectly. I’m kind of inspired by my crush:D I waited for his text like a bitch, and then finally someone’s text me, but sad to say it’s not him it’s Jay-r 
checking out if I got home safely. I waited and I waited for his text since then, but I received nothing. So I just thought of forgetting him since I didn’t know a thing about him, I must not to expect that much.
Last two hours ago, I went online at my facebook account. By the way, we’re already friends in facebook, four of us Kim, Jay-r and Joseph. I am talking with my friend on twitter when suddenly I heard a message sound from my facebook, I checked it out and OMG! it was him. hahaha the bitch was very happy again! we started to talk and make fun to each other and here we go the damn message I’ve ever received, lol, he has a girlfriend already! busted!!!! he didn’t know how much he hurt me and how I wish I could fucking kick that beast butt for being with my supposed to be man??! instead I’m just replying him a fun message, as if we’re having a great chat but deep inside the bitch heart is started to bleed:(
So I started to lose my appetite talking to him:( the bitch is busted! *crying* Anyway, the story has end. hahaha. It’s just a crush anyway, no big deal and besides he’s not that cute and his staying here is less than a year then he will go to London, he’s a computer engineer though:D and smart! I admired him. At least he inspired me till the exam:D right? At this very moment, he is online on the facebook perhaps talking to his bloody girlfriend or whoever. I wish they broke up! LMFAO!
So that’s it. What a stupid life, isn’t it?
